January 2018 News & Updates

Nearly 10 years ago I started exploring ambient composition and musical theories such as just intonation. Since then I went down a few different musical paths, from furthering my explorations in experimental music to performing metal music at venues all across the United States as well as parts of Canada and the United Kingdom. This year my sights are set on exploring the sonic sphere of ambient sound, drones, intonation systems and more.

In the spirit of looking back on previous musical ventures, I recently uploaded a work I created in 2012 titled Turbulent Serenity. This album has enjoyed regular rotation on Soma FM’s Drone Zone, a station that played a pivotal role in my immersion into the world of ambient expression. Though for a while it was on my Soundcloud account, Turbulent Serenity was too large for the original file size allotted for an artist of my size on Bandcamp at the time. This reissue celebrates then the growth of my work since then, as well as my origins in long-form composition, ambient drones and just intonation. I’m excited to now have it among my official discography on Bandcamp: A respectful bow toward the past and an open mind toward the future.

Looking forward, I am nearing the end of the process of what will be a special release for February. While my recent work has focused on more long-form drone works, this one will be a little different in nature, both in terms of its structure as well as the writing and recording process—both of which I’ll discuss in greater detail next month. For now I’ll share just a hint at what this one has in store:

To wrap this post up, I would like to point out that the rights regarding my music has shifted. I have removed existing restrictive copyrights and allowed for more open use of works I published under Creative Commons. Now under the CC BY-NC-SA 3.0 license, you are not only free to distribute my works, but you may adapt or modify them in works of your own so long as they are non-commercial in nature and attribution to the original source is given. You can learn more about this license here.





Thank you again for your support and here’s to a great year ahead!


Moving into 2018

Those who found displeasure after watching The Last Jedi need to thoroughly examine themselves as they’re either joyless saps or are completely incapable of embracing change—completely incapable of enjoying the ways in which something can respect its legacy while still making changes necessary to define a new cultural epoch—and especially one that must pry its wisdom and beauty from the mangled troglodyte hands of racist, misogynistic man-children.

Change is inevitable, but it is still a servant of causality. I won’t go so far as to claim that it is a universal, but I will maintain that understanding a why is essential to life, and doubly so for anyone who engages in “artistic” endeavors. So then it makes sense that we understand the why of The Last Jedi. Some lines were weird or wonky—every great film has at least two of those—and sure, the fact that it’s one slow chase scene, more or less, definitely feels a little odd. Also, Rey got too wise too damn fast—but I digress. The why of this film was a need to recontextualize past films, especially the prequels, as well as expand the universe to be more than just a tale of the Skywalkers. Those who wasted time theory crafting and digging through the now partitioned lore were likely devastated to learn that this film sought to define itself and define its characters on its own terms. Deal with it.

The why and the reason I’m writing this now and thinking of what I’m to be occupying my time with and moving into over the next year is the focus of this post. The why in my case has to do with a revelation of the reason I am invested in writing music of any kind, which is to explore context and the subjective. It is an intellectual pursuit, as well as an emotional one. I don’t know what it’s like to be spiritual, not in any true sense of the word, but I do know that sound captivates me on a primal level—and I’m likely not alone in this way. The quest to understand and make sense of that “spiritual” feeling is what leads to the structure of music; it is the why.

As to what else I’ve been up to musically over the past few years, the events of the past few months are well known. Yes, I left that world for it to be the domain of those who have arrived in that place of culture and music along the long journey which their why has brought them to organically. True enough, I enjoy playing loud and fast guitar and by no means am I writing that out of my foreseeable future, but in terms of existing in the actual culture of that genre and market, I am a fundamental stranger and in a way was doing nothing else than taking on aspects of something I did not belong to. I was an impostor and there were expectations of me to be a certain person who I was not; and fundamentally the issue at heart here is that I cannot be anything other than what I have been as my experiences and past are what have formed the structures of my brain, the neural pathways that dictate the potential of my actions and “choices”; though I can shift that over long periods of time, I can find new experiences that would change who I am, at the end of it all I realized that I didn’t want this to take up such a large and overwhelming aspect of my life. The journey to get to who I needed to be to live in that world properly would come at the cost of what feels right to me—what feels right for me. And fundamentally, that vision, at its pinnacle of potential achievement would still fail me in my why, my reason for doing what it is that I do with music and why I’m drawn to it. Philosophically, ideologically and politically I did and still do not belong there and to do so would push me toward madness and misery while existing as an inauthentic figure in the greater perspective of that culture. That is not right for me to do to people who find themselves organically in such settings.. Were it any other way, the myriad of challenges that existed in that world would’ve been something I could’ve been capable of solving.

And so I’m here now, focusing on music for the new year and the directions I wish to explore. I intend on capitalizing on a number of dreams I’ve had for the past few years that lost out in the competition for the mental resources of my brain, but I’m also looking to expand in new ways that seek to build off of where I’ve been musically in all senses. The starting point in this case is in the analysis of social facts within the context of music, but still explored in a musical sense. This breaks down into a variety of dimensions, but chief among them are intonation, composition and texture.

Harbinger represents a move toward this. I view this piece as directional, in that it is not an end unto itself but a way for me to understand these musical aspects in practice, not in theory. Its structure is very loose and the existence of this as a piece came to me as I was setting up my new recording tools. It borrows from much of what I’ve done in the past, but it also has its mind set on a new path—an awareness of growth. It is a representation of this time and place in my life and is the echo of many things in my life that have come to an end, as well as a foreshadowing. Harbinger demonstrated the why I was babbling on about earlier and it gives me the ability to reflect on my musical role.

In recent times I’ve gone into more technical detail about my pieces, including aspects of the theories behind them. Right now I am weighing whether or not this is appropriate. Does my music require “notes” to guide the listener along? I’m not sure. It is possible that it does in some cases, but not others. As far as Harbinger is concerned, I am doubtful that it’s necessary or even authentic considering how this piece was built and came about, which was an organic process that took place over several days and rethinking the texture and composition of various parts. Long-form improvisation might be a better way to think of it than composition and as a result I won’t sit down to write up any notes on the theories and thought processes aside from the meta perspective I gave on its role as a musical piece for myself moving into a new year.

Having said that, I recommend a quite and calm listening space for Harbinger. It demands attention and does not speak outward, but rather inward.


New Release – Constituent


After some disastrous issues with my audio hardware, including an interface which seemed to enjoy sending power spikes into my computer and a failed attempt to solder a new USB socket onto the board (a project I may try again pending a new soldering iron), I finally had the equipment and time necessary to finish a new piece.

Constituent is the product of new equipment, a new DAW, some more focused approaches to ambient/minimalist concepts I previously worked on, a slightly different approach to Just Intonation, and some personal experiences represented in the overall feel and title of the piece.

I could yammer on and on about the new equipment, and while it does factor into my experience of making this piece–but knowing the overall realm of “audio” it will likely spark conversation that I find rather distracting and, frankly, very annoying. That’s all I’ll say on the matter.

There is truly no end to the amount of musicians, regardless of genre, who prefer to flee from any mention of musical “theory.” Sucks to be them. Ultimately music theory is, for me, an informed and educated approach to understanding and creating music. When I began writing ambient music, I simultaneously tackled two musical theories: Ambient music theory on its own, and Just Intonation. I had the fortune of studying with Jon Catler, as well as resources such as Harry Partch’s A Genesis of a Music to work with when it came to Just Intonation. For ambient music theory, I spent a great deal of time reading interviews and other material from the likes of Brian Eno, Steve Roach and Robert Rich, to name a few. WNYC’s New Sounds program also played a critical role.

I saw ambient music, however, as a way to create a malleable sonic environment, one that I was free to create my own terms and theories for. One of the first was the concept of the “dynamic drone.” While I’m by no means the first person to do such a thing, this was my terminology and desire for a drone that would shift in some way in its environment.

Constituent utilizes a very basic “dynamic drone.” After playing around with a few different loops for a while, I settled on a single string being plucked on the lap steel. This note was then slowed own by half and reversed. The result is the deep swell that rises to a thick stop as the loop brings the note back to its origin point. This note was coated in a few different modulations and two different FX-heavy reverb patches.

This process created a new effect for me: It introduced silence. While it may seem like I’d be no stranger to silence, looking back on my previous ambient works, very little is actually used. There is a tendency to fill the aural spectrum with sound, albeit in a minimalist way. Additionally, the use of delays, reverbs and devices such as eBows tend to create a sort of never-ending field of sound. Having this reverse effect on the single note created for a moment a pause of silence before the swell would loop back around again. I thought about leaving this alone, but felt inspired to play with it a little bit further. I wanted to improvise with silence in a way that one would with chord progressions–respecting the gaps of sound as best as I could.

My approach to Just Intonation is to gather a small number of powerful notes and utilize them to the best of their harmonic capabilities. Many people often here of Harry Partch’s 43-tone scale and similar adventures into Just Intonation and come to believe that epic scales are the only suitable approach. While it is true that to create a sonic fabric that allows for many different chords and potential key change, you will in fact need a large amount of notes, the structure of most of my pieces allow me to settle on a small grouping of notes. In the past this has been as small as four to six different notes; for Constituent, I chose to work with eight notes.

While I by no means neglect the sometimes-troubled Undertone series, I tend to view Just Intonation from an Overtone perspective, as most probably do. Simply put: It’s easier. Overtones are a bit easier to conceptualize and, I’ve found, drastically easier to hear–even in the higher primes. Because of this I often resort to the Overtone series with a limit on the 13th partial in almost all my music. There are even a few pieces on the upcoming IKILLYA album that make use of a few microtones. While I specifically tuned my guitars to hit these notes exactly in the studio, I usually bend and nail these notes by ear live (I also throw them in all over the place on older IKILLYA songs as well.)

Undertones, sadly, were always something “I’d get to.” Initially I thought about writing a new Dust piece solely with Undertone pitches both as a way to continue what I started with the first installment, and also for myself to create a piece that would sort of serve as a study piece for the harmonic nature of the Undertone series. While this may indeed happen in the future, I decided to use Constituent as an opportunity to start making more use of Undertones.

Though Constituent may not have distinct movements, it does have certain sections to it. After the dynamic drone swells in a few times, I begin what I refer to as a “harmonic improvisation” over the drone. Taking the 8-tone Undertone scale, I explored the harmonic effects these pitches had on the overall piece. Over time these notes begin to bleed through the silence–the same way a jazz or blues piece would grab those “blue-notes” that don’t exactly fit the key. Toward the end of the piece I engage in what I refer to as a “melodic improvisation.” Being somewhat unhappy with a piece that just sort of improvises to no real end, I improvised a melody and stuck with it: making small shifts in volume and cadence. The piece ends on this melody that came to me in the middle of the song. It’s not very distinct, and is perhaps best understood in retrospect.

I should note that even though I strove for accuracy in representing the Undertone pitches, it is more than likely that I’m off by a few cents here and there (perhaps more). Not only is it a bit harder to trust my ear when it comes to the Undertone series, the nature of the lap steel, which was both picked and played with an eBow on Constituent, creates somewhat unstable ground. Pressure, as well as the wide surface area of the steel itself makes it difficult to be precise. Ultimately, if one wishes to play with perfect intonation, be it in Just Intonation or Equal Temperament, they’d have to utilize completely computerized instruments–something I’m not terribly interested in.

The title Constituent itself is the result of several specific dreams I’ve had over the course of my life. I envision the strange resonance these dreams have in the waking world as being very similar to the mood Constituent sets. I’m not going to elaborate on this any further.

Constituent is currently available on my Bandcamp page. At some point I’ll upload this and other pieces to other streaming/download services.


New Release – Dust: One


_3 years ago I finished the two tracks that would end up being featured as Complex Silence 31. Earlier that year I had released three other works (Apparitions, Turbulent Serenity & The Distant).

These projects were all a part of a new musical direction I had discovered. Though it was a radical departure from the shred-based metal and rock music I had done previously, I can see hints of this form in some of my earliest music.

Complex Silence 31 came about right when I hit a few serious changes in my life—some more difficult than others. As a result, I took a break from publishing music—though I never stopped writing music. I explored some new areas of sound, wrote and recorded a few things, but never found the ability to commit to a finalized project. Toward the end of 2013 I also rejoined IKILLYA and started playing metal again, touring the United States and a few other countries.

While working on the new IKILLYA album, I realized that I owed it to myself to pick up where I left off 3 years ago: Exploring ambient soundscapes, drones, noise and music theory through just intonation.

This return comes in the form of Dust: One, a drone piece based on a single justly intonated chord, mixing both sine waves and sustained strings on lap steel guitar. Dust comes out of several writing sessions I’ve had over the past couple of months, and my decision to release this piece of music first was intentional.

If I was going back to this realm of ambience, of utilizing sound as a means of occupying space and time, it had to be a drone. Though it’s not something that everyone can relate to, drones have a powerful amount of art and philosophy inherent in their structure. It’s a form with ancient and primitive origins alongside spiritual implications.

I took a chord that I was working with for another piece, one that I found particular interesting, and used this to set the scene for Dust: One. Previous works of mine did maintain a singular focus on a chord, harmony or slight melodic movement, but with Dust I wanted to only focus on this chord—I wanted no variation in pitch from the origin. Filters and modulations I ended up using do blur the lines a bit, but they are tethered to the tones of this four-note chord.

While my work shares a lot in common with electronic music, I make very little use of electronic instruments. Previous works have used some synths, but these have never been the focus. This is due to a couple of reasons: Firstly, my native instrument, for better or for worse, is the guitar, and secondly, I’ve dedicated this area of musical life to solely using Just Intonation. Finding tunable synths can be a bit of a challenge, and it’s much easier for me to use a fretless guitar, lap steel guitar or specially fretted guitar to achieve this. Even with tunable synths, however, you are largely committed to using a traditional keyboard or piano scroll, which heavily favors equal temperament in terms of how its layout.

While I make use of Custom Scale Editor in order to generate reliable reference pitches, dealing with physical instruments, even ones specifically designed for Just Intonation, create margins of error you just have to accept. Even using an ebow on an open string can result in small discrepancies in pitch. The world of electronic music, however, has the capability to overcome this issue with mathematical precision.

For Dust, given its concept, I knew I had to have something a bit more reliable than what I used in the past. In order to do this, I generated a few sine waves tuned to the specific frequencies of the chord that makes up One. I did this twice, taking up two different octaves. I also added a bit of static to thicken everything up and give the notes something to breathe through. I added a number of filters and modulations that I felt best suited the nature of the chord, and each tone within the chord. The result is some slight variance, but one that is firmly rooted in pure tonality.

I wasn’t satisfied with a purely digital experience, however; that’s not who I am as a musician. Using my lap steel and an ebow, I recorded drones of each note, added some processing and blended this in with the sine waves and static. The droning strings actually start and end the piece with about a 15 second lead in and fade out time respectively.

In the past I chose song titles based on words and phrases I thought sounded interesting, or loosely described the process by which a piece was created.

With Dust there’s some similarity here. The title represents “what’s left over,” after you remove meter, melody, arrangement, composition, and all structural elements. As such, this piece is musical “dust.” It is what is left over, what has degraded—by natural forces. Also, during my 3-year hiatus from ambient music, I intended to start a number of experimental projects, most of which fell through for a number of reasons. Dust is an echo of these dead projects (some of which may be rebuilt). It is not a sign of defeat, or even loss: It stands as the resonance of musical passion and love.

Dust: One can be thought of as a mediation of all that could’ve been, but in an indifferent, cosmic way. It stands as a remnant.

Drone music is a versatile music. It can be listened to in the background of daily life—similar to how Brian Eno once described the purpose and function of the ambient genre—but it can also be active. Dust is what I like to refer to as a “compound drone,” as there are a number of different elements that go into its structure—though they are all oriented in the same direction. Because of this, listening to it over a period of time can create different experiences. While mixing and reviewing this piece, there are several distinct emotions and sounds that would surface. This occurs at the very point where internal consciousness meets external stimulation: How much of my experience was illusory, or the actual objective experience of these tones occupying physical space through sound waves? There’s no answer to this. It’s an endless question, but one that can only be experienced through this form of music.


Dust: One is currently available on my Bandcamp page, and will be uploaded to my Soundcloud shortly.